February 2010
Damnit
I need to stop reading scary things at night. sdlfjsld Why must I always scare myself like this?
Feb 1st
Sooooo
tobedeterminedlater: therearesomewhocallmetim2: tobedeterminedlater: billowbe: It’s looking like I have a date for Valentines Day. My brother’s friend Josh (the one who facebook message’d me out of the blue) admitted that he has a crush on my and asked me out to dinner and a movie for Valentines Day. I told him that I don’t really want to date anyone right now, but he said that just one...
Feb 1st
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January 2010
Sooooo
It’s looking like I have a date for Valentines Day. My brother’s friend Josh (the one who facebook message’d me out of the blue) admitted that he has a crush on my and asked me out to dinner and a movie for Valentines Day. I told him that I don’t really want to date anyone right now, but he said that just one date, no strings attached, was fine with him. He seems like a...
Jan 31st
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Ffffff
So. Much. Homework. I should be working on it right now. Instead, I’m reading the new People magazine. My procrastination skills will be legend one day.
Jan 31st
Jan 31st
Go to bed early like a responsible kid
Have nightmares all night. FFFF I think the universe is trying to tell me I’m not meant to sleep more than six hours. Also, waking up with a nosebleed is not fun. dflsdfjls Still tastes like blood in my mouth. >_<
Jan 31st
Worn out
I have been over at Chris’s house playing Little Big Planet with him, Cindy, and JD since noon. For those of you too lazy to do the math, that’s NINE FUCKING HOURS of video-gaming. xD My hands feel like they’re about to fall off while I’m typing this. I don’t think I’ve ever been so drained in my life. Plus I think I might be losing my voice now from yelling at...
Jan 31st
Sleep time
Then wake-up time for JD’s birthday party at Chris’s house. They’re going to make me play video games. I can only imagine that chaos and hilarity will ensue.
Jan 30th
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Jan 30th
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Eating peanut butter out of the jar and watching “The Wedding Date”. I’m such a badass, right?
Jan 30th
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Jan 30th
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Pandora = Happy Emily
tobedeterminedlater: So i burned a fingernail… im out of matches and lighter fluid for my candle lighter, and so i borrowed a friend’s lighter.  And it burned my nail and thankfully not my skin. Burnt protein smells pretty good actually. Unfortunately, my thumb is kinda dried out from the flame being so close, so it feels kinda weird. For those Chemistry people… aka Tim.. i have a...
Jan 30th
Jan 29th
So now that I don't feel like crap...
Anyone wanna hang out this weekend?
Jan 29th
Jan 29th
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Diseasedddddd
So it seems the elementary kids infected me with some sort of stomach bug. Darn midgets, makin’ me all pukey for most of the day. I feel much better now though, so that’s good. I felt absolutely horrid this morning though. Not only because I was sick, but because today was the first time I’ve ever missed a performance for a Shallowford play that I’ve helped with. I was...
Jan 29th
Much too tired
sdfsdfl It’s always the nights when I have to be up early that I don’t sleep well at all. I don’t feel very well either. Probably just gonna chug some coffee and hope that we all get through alright.
Jan 29th
Goodnight tumblr
Gotta be up bright and squeaking early at 5:30. SUCH FUN.
Jan 29th
So there's Buffy the Vampire Slayer on my DVR
I know that all of you are jealous.
Jan 29th
Today I...
Overslept and was late to school Studied my French vocab for once Didn’t sleep in health Read another depressing short story Read a few Poe short stories Discovered that having someone on the stage crew that stays calm is a godsend Laughed and smiled a lot Hardly thought about crying at all Cheered the fuck up Ate Taco Bell Stressed and worried about tomorrow Planned a talk for...
Jan 29th
Murphy's Law
I’ve come to the conclusion that the days that I forget to have my meds with me are always the days that I get a headache that turns into a migraine. Thanks so much laws of the Universe.
Jan 29th
Jan 29th
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i will never -ever- understand
midnightlace: 1minute1second: retrodancefreak: people who choose to live their lives with negativity. trying to sabotage/ruin other people? please. punishment isn’t yours to give. let karma run its course. trying to bring other people down with rumors and bullshit will only come back around. it’s not too late to grow up and leave these petty games behind us. here’s to a peaceful,...
Jan 29th
Funny moment in AP Lang today
So, we were talking about the transition between Romanticism and Realism, and how they were different. My teacher decided to use how childbirth would have been portrayed in the different styles as an example. Immediately the class started protesting, with a lot of people saying how that would be so “gross”. Save for little ol’ me, who was there for my second niece being born,...
Jan 28th
Tim
therearesomewhocallmetim2: billowbe: Sorry for not answering in the place provided, but I ran out of room. Ahem. Anyhoo. I don’t recommend straight up ignoring this person, because you never know what opportunity you might miss by trying harder. Maybe he’s just having trouble readjusting to being friends, or maybe there’s some sort of trust issue that he’s not telling you about. I know guys...
Jan 28th
Tim
Sorry for not answering in the place provided, but I ran out of room. Ahem. Anyhoo. I don’t recommend straight up ignoring this person, because you never know what opportunity you might miss by trying harder. Maybe he’s just having trouble readjusting to being friends, or maybe there’s some sort of trust issue that he’s not telling you about. I know guys apparently...
Jan 28th
Dear stomach
Please stop growling so obnoxiously. I’ll feed you after I finish reading everyone’s posts. sfklsdf My stupid self, having to eat every two hours. xD
Jan 28th
Oh god, I just found that they're making an Avatar...
Five bucks says it somehow ends up being just like Pocahontas 2.
Jan 28th
It's amazing how one little thing can cheer a...
I’ve been having a pretty crappy day: Kaitlin is flat out ignoring me now, even when I’m standing right in front of her, I’m pretty sure I failed my math quiz, and the stage crew kids for Cast 1 cannot shut up to save their lives. And then I got on to facebook and saw the question answer thingy that Rhia left on my profile. Even though it was a while ago and you probably...
Jan 28th
Whining about being tired (again)
And it’s only going to get worse. Ohhhhhhhh so much fun. And yet as much as I whine and complain now, I know that I will find the whole experience to be rewarding in the end. xD Even though I hate that freaking play.
Jan 28th
Jan 28th
"Missionary societies saw the chance to bring...
Thank you APUSH textbook, for making me laugh way too loudly.
Jan 27th
Chemistry.
kay-kay-hooray: billowbe: kay-kay-hooray: I’m trying to understand you right now, but you aren’t cooperating. You’re going to make my lab partner very angry tomorrow if we don’t start getting along. I don’t even know what you’re trying to get across with your solubility and aqueous and such. It is just making me frustrated.  Want me to work on it with you tomorrow morning?  I would...
Jan 27th
Chemistry.
kay-kay-hooray: I’m trying to understand you right now, but you aren’t cooperating. You’re going to make my lab partner very angry tomorrow if we don’t start getting along. I don’t even know what you’re trying to get across with your solubility and aqueous and such. It is just making me frustrated.  Want me to work on it with you tomorrow morning?
Jan 27th
LGMH →
shiroshade: lovegivesmehope: My grandma is sick and can’t control her body. While mentally alert, she is often treated like a child. My grandpa and I were running to the grocery store when suddenly he turned around and drove all the way back home. When I asked him why he said “I forgot to Kiss your grandma goodbye”. jdvgjksdvhgjhavwegavh eriiiiiin, why do you keep doing this to...
Jan 27th
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LGMH →
shiroshade: lovegivesmehope: Several years back, I passed by an elderly man with crutches hobbling onto an interstate on-ramp. I stopped and asked the man if I could give him a ride. He said “Yes, I’m just going to the next exit to visit my wife.” When I get to the next exit, I dropped him off at the cemetery. His neverending LGMH. /sobsobsobsobsob  dfsaldflsdf crying. ;__;
Jan 27th
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So
I’ve been debating whether or not to tell my mom about a writer’s workshop that Kenyon College (in Ohio) offers over the summer. I would really love to be able to do it, but I don’t know if my dad would pay for it and it’s almost $3000. Plus it’s pretty exclusive and it’s doubtful that I would get in anyway. Still, I would very much like to try. Another problem...
Jan 27th
LGMH →
shiroshade: givesmehope: LOVEgivesmehope: A few months ago, my family and I went to have dim sum when we sat by an old couple. The elderly man was sitting across his wheelchair -bound wife feeding her. He silently fed and talked to his wife, ignoring all the people and teary-eyed waitress staring. This man showing me what “In sickness and in health” really means GMH.  This made me cry...
Jan 27th
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GMH →
fuckyeahlgbt: givesmehope: Today, I was in a bus station saying goodbye to my girlfriend. Me, being a lesbian, kissed her and hugged her for a long time. After she got on the bus, a little boy comes up to me and hugs me. He said, “My mommy doesn’t like people like you, but I do because you’re really pretty.” This little kid GMH dawwwwww. ; u ; 
Jan 27th
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Someday you will be loved the way you deserve
I promise. So please, never give up hope. <3
Jan 27th
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I am really not the "Leader" type
I’ve never been a leader. I’m not the one who inspires the masses to movement or even the one who decides what game we’re going to play next at the party. I can be a vice-leader. My right-hand-man skills have been in use since like… 6th grade. xD But yeah, when we did junior elections for GSA, I’m pretty sure I was the only person of the people competing who...
Jan 27th
Fuuuu
So it’s looking like I can’t go to drama club at all tomorrow, cause my mum says she can’t afford me missing even a little bit more of practice tomorrow, since it’s the first dress rehersal. I’m sorry Emmy. ;__;
Jan 27th
GODDAMNIT JD
teagypsy: billowbe: STOP PLAYING THAT COLDPLAY SHIT SO LOUD DOWNSTAIRS. IT NEEDS TO STOP. HEY. DON’T MESS WITH THE COLDPLAY  Trying… to muster… angry… capslock… response… can’t… —>defeated
Jan 27th
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Jan 27th
“Mahatma Gandhi on Homosexuality”
midnightlace: breathingvioletfog: requiemrequiem: oceanofmind:cingcangkeling:yerawizardharry: Two gay Englishmen came to Gandhi in the 1930s and asked him what he thought of their relationship. The Mahatma asked some questions and for a short time fell silent. Then he said, “The greatest gift God gives us is another person to love.” Placing the hands of each man in the other’s, he...
Jan 27th
midnightlace: i keep seeing runway models that are my age and it makes me so… sad, i guess? i’m skinny enough, but i’m not tall enough. if i could just grow 2-3 more inches then maybe, just maybe i could do it. buhhh. i don’t know why i bother saying this, i couldn’t do it anyways dsfjhdskf. stupid wishful thinking. Don’t say that. D= You are absolutely beautiful, and you could...
Jan 27th